Saturday, August 02, 2003

iMcOnFuSed119: look at my blog
Eagle40311: the quoteS?
iMcOnFuSed119: lol
iMcOnFuSed119: the scrolling quotes
iMcOnFuSed119: at the bottom
Eagle40311: yup
Eagle40311: LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iMcOnFuSed119: ?
Eagle40311: when i saw the quote by me this is seriously what i thought in my head...."What the fuck? I never say what the fuck"....lol im such a dumbass
~me~ at 12:59 AM

Friday, August 01, 2003

LOL. Well i just got back from the fair with mi familia. It was pretty cool. As usual i saw Corey there...lol, and we watched Hoser get tossed from the mechanical bull a couple of times. I saw a cute skirt thing i want, and yeah. It was funny though, cuz me and my mom and my sis caught a bus at the govnt center in Ventura, and all around the place there are speed bumbs, but instead of saying "BUMP" on the ground before the bump, it said "HUMP" So after driving over a couple, my mom points out that it says "HUMP":

Me: Well, i can see where they get hump from...cuz its more of a hump than a bump. A bump would be more like those little road dividers that rattle your car
*long pause*
Mom: Well, ive never heard of a "speed hump"
*another long pause"
Both: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
~me~ at 10:48 PM

Quotes - http://quotemethisquotemethat.blogspot.com

Its not telling you how I feel that scares me, its what you'll say back that does.

I melt when I see him, I cry when I think of him, but I love him even when I want to hate him!

id rather get hurt a million times rather than to never realize what couldve been...

I looked him in the eye,looked down at his lips, moved closer to him and gave him a kiss.

I know I shouldn't like him because I know it's not working, and so I convince myself I don't and then I see him and he'll smile or put his arm around me or just say anything and then all that logic and convincing myself just evaporates.

You don't stop loving someone; you only get used to living without them there.

I don't want to runaway but I can't take it. I don't understand; if I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

When you love someone, tell that person, sometimes you only have once chance.

He may not be the most attractive, he may not say all the right words, but when you see him, you know he's the one that can make you smile, laugh, and cry all at the same time.

There is such a thing as fate, but it only takes you so far. And once you're there, it's up to you to make it happen.

Love is a risk; sometimes you win, and sometimes you lose. Whether it's right or wrong, misery or joy, love doesn't have any space for mistakes--only lessons.

When you touched my hand for the first time I wanted nothing more than to hold it forever.

Sometimes I wish I could grap him and shake him and make him realize how much i want him. And now when I see him im more ready to cry than smile because i want him so bad that it hurts.

One night I hate you, the next night I'm sleeping on your lap. Anything can happen.

" 'dont F*ck with my Biotch, ill bust a cap in yo a$$...fo sho!' 'me*' 'with me* biotch' " - Anna =P

~me~ at 1:03 AM

well...i feel special. I have been asked to um...hehe...a friend with benefits *wink wink* maybe one of these days. LOL. just reading peoples blogs. Corey cheered me up, i luff u lots. I was lookin at the blog with all the quoteson it, and it reminded me of Edwin's pick up lines. me and Dray went to Edwins house Tuesday night, and Edwin was dishin out the one liners:

~"girl, if you were a booger, i'd pick you first"
~"if you were a hamburger, you'd be a Big Mac, and m hungry"
~so you see a girl dancing at a club...you go over and ask her to dance. When she says no, just say "hey, drop your standards a little, i just dropped mine"
~check the tag of your targets shirt. when they ask what you are doing, just say "i was just checking to see if you were really made in heaven"
~"you wanna fuck?"

LoL. Then they told me Wednesday when we were watching the Grinch at Adrian's, that while they were on their jobhunt, they dropped a few lines on some unsuspecting girls (2 of whom got their numbers, but the guys realize that the girls are never gunna call them):

Edwin:
~"Girl, your legs are like peanut butter: smooth, creamy, and easy to spread"
~He goes behind a girl at the store and checks her tag "to see if she was really made in heaven" she told him to go away =P

Adrian:
~dropped the booger line. The girl laughed then told him to go away.

~me~ at 12:28 AM

Thursday, July 31, 2003

Well today was a fun day, but im emotional now. Lyan picked me up aroun 11 and we went to the Camarillo Outlets. Hahaha. poor girl. for having her license for what, a year and a couple of months? she still cant drive. We were going up the aisle in the wrong direction (2x) and she accidentally hit the gas instead of the brake and we flew a couple of feet. LOL. We bought some expensive chocolate and walked our poor asses around. LoL. We had another hour to kill, so we decided to drive up to Spanish Hills and look at the houses and see if there was an Open House. We got lost...i didnt know that place was so big!!! LOL. We drove that area for a lil over an hour... we couldnt get out. It got to the point where we started to follow random cars--it was a 50/50 chance that if we followed them we'd get out. The first 2 cars we followed lead us to their homes...but finally we found our way out. Then we took a wrong turn as we were just about to leave, and it was my bright idea to go through one of the peoples driveways. This house had a huge driveway that lead from one side of the house across the front of it to the other side and back to the right street. Lyan tore through it. LOL. Then we picked up my sis and met Maryann at my house, and we looked at the model homes that Jowin lives in and the ones Roughton lives in. Then we went to Lyans house and Maryann and her got changed for their spors activities. Then i went to Coffee Bean with Tim Mary Tonic and Nicole. Blah... i need to talk to Adrian... say something already lameass!!! im tired of not knowing whats happening... =/

Crying, Waiting, Hoping - The Beatles

Crying, crying,
waiting, waiting,
hoping, hoping,
you'll come back,
I just can't seem
to get you off my mind.

Crying, crying,
waiting, waiting,
hoping, hoping,
you'll come back.
You're the one I love.
I think about you
all the time.

Crying, crying,
tears keep a-falling
all night long.
Waiting, waiting,
it seems so useless,
I know it's wrong
to keep on...

...crying, crying,
waiting, waiting,
hoping, hoping,
you'll come back baby,
someday soon
things will change
and you'll be mine.

Crying, crying,
tears keep a-falling
all night long.
Waiting, waiting,
it seems so useless,
I know it's wrong
to keep on...

...crying, crying,
waiting, waiting,
hoping, hoping,
you'll come back
maybe someday soon,
things will change
and you'll be mine.

Crying, crying,
waiting, waiting,
hoping, hoping


~me~ at 11:04 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

For You To Notice - Dahboard Confessional

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
Where I would impress you with every single word I said
It would come out insightful,
or brave,
or smooth,
or charming
And you'd want to call me

And I would be there every time you need me
I'd be there every time

But for now I'll look so longenly waiting
for you to want me,
for you to need me,
for you to notice me.

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
Where I would impress you with every single word I said
It would come out insightful,
or brave,
or smooth,
or charming
And you'd want to call me

And I would be there every time you need me
I'd be there every time

But for now I'll look so lonely waiting
for you to want me,
for you to need me,
for you to notice me.
~me~ at 10:54 PM

LOL...today was pretty cool. Woke up, walked to the dentist, walkee back, got rained on, got hit on and followed (kidnapper status) lol. not really, but yeah. Long story. Went home and slept forever. Went to Adrian's to watch a movie, and Edwin was there and of course it was a car-dl'ed movie thing. His mom made dinner, and we chowed down on strawberries, and played with Alex and Gatchi. Then after the Grinch was over, we went to Edwins. I walked home as Adrian and Edwin tried to "kidnap" me and get me in the car. LOFL. Edwin is a weakling, i could throw it down nd squash him like a bug if the situation called for it. Then we went to Edwins, and started to watch Catch Me If You Can. Mary and Tim came over and layed on top of me and Aids. Kicked them off the bed. Watched the movie and slept a lot. Hehehe. Fun times. I left at like 10:54, and i ran to Tims so he could walk me home. But Adrian picked me up. Tomorrow is the big test!!! *sigh* HOPE I PASS!!!!

Scenario: Edwin's room: 9:30 pm
Me, Adrian, Mary, and Tim are stacked on the bed watching Catch Me If You Can
~Adrian is rubbing my back
~Tim moves
~(long pause)
Tim: Wait, who's hand was that???
~(long pause)
Adrian: Wait, that wasn't you Mary???
Mary: Huh??
Tim & Adrian: AHHHHHHH!!!!
Tim: I thought I had Mary's hand!!!!
Adrian: I thought i was all pimp with Manda here and Mary rubbing my hand!!!
Tim & Adrian: AHHHHHHH!!!
~Everyone laughs


~me~ at 12:39 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2003

OPERATION UNDERPANTS GNOMES
*ahem*
Phase 1: Plot
Phase 2:...
Phase 3: laugh
~me~ at 7:27 PM

well, got back from the "family vacation" thing yesterday, but those of you who know my "situation" here at home will know what i mean when i say it wasnt much of a family vacation... whatever. Got back around 4ish yesterday, thank God. LoL. i feared i wouldnt live to see anyone ever again. Um, we left Monday morning, and Adrian and Edwin came over after i left cuz they ditched summer school. Oh! on Sunday, lol, everyone in the world came and visited. Um, i was about to jump in the shower around noon but Alex and Haley came over askin for 50 cents so they could buy lemonade across the street (from my sister and her friends). I took my shower and Tim Mary and Tonic came. Then Adrian and Edwin showed up cuz they had nuthin better to do, then Assmar, Schoogie, and Steven showed up to drop off the Dashboard shirt Aaron bought for us for the concert. YAY. People left and Me Mary Tim and Tonic went to get a smoothie and stuff. Aids called later and we all packed into his mommas car like around 6:30 (Oh after i kicked Mary's ass...she wouldnt accept the fact that she wasnt gunna be able to kick myass.) We went to see a movie, Dumb and Dumberer, but it didnt start until like an hour later, so we went to Pet Smart and Adrian and Edwin went to Blockbuster. We ate, and then i was in a bad mood and shit happened so i walked to Burger King and met them there. I kinda spaced out, and apperently everyone thought i was mad. I dunno how to explain my emotions, lol. So we saw Dumb and Dumberer, (it was pretty dumb) and then we chilled in front of Edwins house till like 10:30. I fell asleep in the movie and in the car, so i missed a lot of what happened. Okay, so went on vacation, tried to get Aids to make me a DMV appt for tomorrow, and um, came home. Yesterday i chilled with Dray and Mary and Tim, and today we went to the swapmeet and other places, and i got stuff for my car. (im excited) I need to call and make an appointment for myself for Wednesday. I hope i can get in. =/ Assmar came and visited me, and we LOL made some "mind connections" i dunno the word to call it. Saw Abbi, Erika, and Kilani? at Taco Bell area today. Yup Yup. Well, im stuffed, ate pizza and smoothie.
~me~ at 7:20 PM